Life Challenges – Journals of a Madman

Still Here (Even When It Feels Like I’m Not)

by Jeffrey WeeseDepression, Life Challenges, Mental Health, Personal Reflections, Self-Discovery October 13, 2025No Comments

I’ve been struggling—on and off, on and off, on and off.That’s the rhythm of my life lately. It’s not dramatic or cinematic. It’s just exhaustion. It’s just heaviness. It’s just me, trying to exist in a world that never stops asking for more. Back in August I finally hit a point where I needed a …

The Weight of Existence

by Jeffrey WeeseEmotions, Life Challenges, Mental Health, Personal Reflections July 22, 2024No Comments

It’s not just a physical weariness that grips me; it’s a profound sense of being emotionally, mentally, and spiritually exhausted. This isn’t a new revelation—I’ve voiced similar sentiments in past blog entries. But the darkness seems to deepen with each passing day, with no glimmer of a bright horizon in sight. It feels as though …