Personal writing • Depression • Life • Everything else

Some days are written in colour.
Others arrive in black.

An unfiltered personal journal about depression, survival, life, and whatever refuses to stay silent.

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Elegy for the Voice Beneath the Glass

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No clean conclusions.

Depression, ordinary life, unreasonable opinions, flashes of colour—and whatever else will not remain unwritten.

Metaphysics · Philosophy · Poetry · Spirituality

The Cosmic Ballet of the Mind

In my latest poem, “The Cosmic Ballet of the Mind,” I delve into the intricate interplay between the mind and the universe. Drawing upon philosophy, spirituality, and metaphysics, the poem explores the uncharted depths of our subconscious and the boundless expanse of the universe. This piece is an ode to creation, dreams, perception, and the power of the mind. Join me as we embark on a journey that weaves worlds in a mystic ballet of thoughts, bringing forth the grand design alive in our subconscious.

Existentialism · Freedom · Literature · Philosophy · Poetry · Resilience

The Pensive Chains of Liberty

The piece delves into the human condition, exploring the complex dance between existential constraints and the desire for liberation. The poem encapsulates a journey from introspection and confinement to liberation and defiance, offering a rich narrative that’s simultaneously thought-provoking and inspiring.

Inspiration · Personal Reflections · Philosophy · Poetry

Untold, Unseen, Unheard

“Untold, Unseen, Unheard” is a humble attempt by Jeffrey Weese to express a universal longing for freedom, peace, and timeless beauty. Through elements of nature and introspective themes, the poem explores a path towards understanding and peace. It reflects on deeply personal themes such as home, regret, harmony, and hope, inviting each reader on their own journey of self-reflection. With every word, Jeffrey aims to share a piece of his own search for liberation and to resonate with anyone who has ever sought the same.

Ballad · Inspiration · Poetry · Spirituality

The Beacon’s Call, a Warrior’s Way

“The Beacon’s Call, a Warrior’s Way” is an inspiring and poignant ballad that delves into the noble yet solitary life of a warrior. It paints a portrait of a selfless individual who devotes his life to protecting, guiding, and serving those in need. His journey is marked by strength, humility, love, and honor, even in the face of loneliness and solitude. The poem is a powerful ode to resilience, empathy, and the indomitable spirit of a warrior who stands as a beacon of hope for all. It’s a stirring exploration of the human capacity for altruism, even amidst the trials of a lonely existence.

Creativity · Lifestyle · Mental Health · Personal Update

A Creative Pause: Spring Chores, Cardiologic Issues, and the Quest for Company

In this personal blog update, the author discusses the challenges of balancing spring chores, grappling with undiagnosed cardiologic issues, and managing anxiety and depression. The post emphasizes the importance of seeking support and company from others during difficult times, while sharing the longing for relaxation at the family cottage.

Inspiration · Mindfulness · Poetry · Self-Acceptance · Self-Improvement

Embracing Tomorrow, Today

“Embracing Tomorrow, Today” by Jeffrey Weese is an evocative poem that urges readers to live in the present and cherish each day. Exploring themes of mindfulness, self-reflection, and the passage of time, this poem serves as a beautiful reminder to appreciate life’s fleeting moments and the beauty that surrounds us.

Darkness · Duality · Emotions · Light · Poetry

A Dance of Shadow

“A Dance of Shadow” is a poignant poem that explores the contrast between light and darkness, capturing the emotional journey of a being dwelling within the shadows. The verse delves into themes of longing, cycles, and entrapment, weaving a tale that resonates with the duality of human experience.